First day back to school after spring break?
Isn't that supposed to be boring? Breaks like that normally make you yearn for summer vacation because it gives you a taste of what you're missing. All in all, I enjoyed my break. It was relaxing, refreshing, and I can't say I got a lot done. But I feel rejuvenated. It had to be one of the best spring breaks I've ever had.
So explain to me why I'm so excited to be back?
It's like the first day of school all over again except I don't have to wait to seriously dive into the work because we're already at that point.
All day, I've just been excited to get started on the new material. Is it because I enjoy my classes? I want to major in English, and two of my classes were designed for english majors? And French has always been one of my favorite courses.
But I took Intro to Lit and French 1 last semester, and after fall break and thanksgiving break, I just couldn't wait for Christmas and Summer.
What makes this semester different than the others?
Why do I suddenly want to start writing and learning so that I can improve myself?
Why am I ready for graduation but content with waiting? Why am I anxious for college but glad for the wait?
I'm content with where I am, and what I'm doing, and that is the best feeling in the world. Deep down, I want to say it's because of Shinedown's new song, but it's more than that. I think that I've been inspired by my new interest in adult books and maybe Shinedown's new song plays a part in the inspiration. They are one of my greatest inspirations.
I don't know what's gotten into me lately, but I'm just so happy. I hope this feeling never ends.
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