Bad failure today. I'm not seeing much improvement. Maybe ugh... Maybe if I could figure out why. I mean, normally  I think I o it only when I feel lonely, but today... Well, the thoughts did come up while I was left alone again... and I was left a lot today so I  guess that would explain... I dunno. Yesterday, the Anita Blake novel did stop me from making another one. Maybe that's the key. In which case, I should go ahead and buy the next book, but if I do buy it, I know I won't be sleeping tonight. I need to sleep. I have a dentist appointmenti n the AM. In the meantime, I  want to work on a hobby and improve my writing skills for Dartmouth.

I know I've said this a lot, but I'm serious about writing everyday. I just have to write. Don't plan it, just write. That will unleash my creativity.