Fuck You Too Then

I can't believe it. Period. How could someone so nice and sweet be so cold and callous? Does she not realized that her nonchalance and irresponsibility could have ruined a trip that we all worked so hard to perfect? Phi spent all of her extra money on her share of the hotel room, so she didn't have money for food or transportation. She couldn't help with the tip, the cab, or anything like that. Phi was broke, and I--K's so called best friend--had to chip in and make sure Phi could eat.

And what does K do?

She ignores our messages, our phone calls, deletes the wall post we put on her facebook asking where she was. What's she going to do? Pretend she never got any of that stuff? Bullshit.

So much for being best friends when she stoops as low to forget my calls. Fuck her. If there was one thing I was sad about leaving behind when I went to New Hampshire, it was her--my best friend, but she's just too irresponsible and I'm sick and tired of paying for her crap. The lost library book that I had to pay for because she lost it and would not pay it. When she ditched me and my family at the beach when she promised to come, and now she owes Phi 105 dollars. I should have seen it coming. I should have, after the first time ,and deep down I knew she wasn't coming.

But as her best friend, I gave her the benefit of the doubt. But no more. She will no longer receive favors and charity from me. I don't care what she says, how much she begs, and if she talks to me. In fact, now she rarely talks to me on her own time. She's never the first to text me. Sure, she called me last week, but it was only to tell me she saw someone she knew. I'm tired of being a better friend to her than she is to me. I'm tired of being taken advantage of by her even if she doesn't realize her behaviors.

But I know one thing. She knows that she did something wrong this weekend and it cost Phi 105 dollars. That's why she deleted that status, ignored our calls, and our messages. That's why she tried to ignore me when I told her to call Phi today. She doesn't care that Phi didn't have any money while we were in Myrtle Beach or that Phi earned that money herself. She's selfish, immature, and a bad friend, and I don't want someone like her as a friend.

Five years my ass. She better not ask me for a damned thing.